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What is Forget-Me-Not about/for? FLOWERS

I made this mainly for me to remember my coping mechanisms if I ever stop taking my medicine for any reason, and it's also for when I start it and have to deal with the side effects again!
But if anyone is going through this and wants to try these coping mechanisms aswell, then that's also great!
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RETRO Side effects: RETRO

✧ Nausea (2 Days)
✧ Heart racing (2 Days/5 Days Total)
✧ Acid reflux (3 Days)
✧ Fatigue (2 Days/6 Days Total)
✧ Shaking (2 Days/6 Days Total)
✧ Non-stop hunger (2 Days/4 Days Total)
✧ Loss of Appetite (3 Days)

HEARTS How to deal with: HEARTS

Nausea/Acid reflux: Take Tums!
Fatigue: Take naps, body is trying to get use to meds!
Shaking: Let it get out of your system by it's self!
Non-stop hunger: n/a (This is new :/)
Loss of Appetite: Eat small stuff, fruit helps (cherries, watermelon slices, grapes!)
If you have to eat, try pinching your nose and if you can, try swallowing small bits whole! (try keeping nose pinched for 5-10 secs, smell can be nauseating if you instantly let go.)

STARS Coping Mechanisms: STARS

✧ If it builds up, Write every thought and feeling out! (Or type it out!)
✧ If it doesn't feel real, count/feel stuff around you!
✧ Eyes can get strained from looking at stuff up close, try looking out the window for at least 20 seconds!
✧ If you can, try to get the sun to directly hit you, your body needs that vitamin D!
✧ Sometimes distractions are needed when there's nothing else to do, rewatch movies you've seen as a kid or old series! You can also read manga online with music playing!

HEART EYES Series To Get Into: HEART EYES

HLVR: AI (9 EPs | 26-54 Min Each)

Half-Life VR but the AI is Self-Aware is a comedic improv web series created by the streamer and YouTuber wayneradiotv. The main premise follows a cast of characters played by Wayne and his friends, all of which are set in the original Half-Life game, though with severe alterations to the canon plot and characters.


BIGTOP BURGER (Ongoing | 2-4 Min Each)

Bigtop Burger, a food truck that sells burgers with a circus clown motif, and the shenanigans that the truck's group gets into on their job, mostly because of their bizarre boss and their rival truck, Zomburger.


GOOD OMENS (6 EPs | 1 Season | 51-58 Min Each)

Set in 2018, the series follows the demon Crowley and the angel Aziraphale, longtime acquaintances who have grown accustomed to each other's company, and to a pleasant life on Earth as representatives of Heaven and Hell, and who have agreed not to let the conflict between their sides prevent their friendship. When told that Armageddon is about to happen - the final battle between heaven and hell – they team up to prevent the coming of the Antichrist and the end of the pleasant existence they enjoy on Earth.


OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH (6 EPs | 1 Season | 26-36 Min Each)

The series is loosely based on the life of Stede Bonnet. In 1717, Captain Bonnet is a member of the landed gentry of Barbados who abandons his comfortable life and family to prove himself as a pirate during the Golden Age of Piracy, despite having no aptitude for the role. Sailing aboard his ship the Revenge, Captain Bonnet and his dysfunctional crew struggle to survive against deadly threats from naval warships and other bloodthirsty pirates. During their misadventures the crew of the Revenge cross paths with notorious pirate captain Edward Teach and his crew, including First Mate Izzy Hands. Bonnet and Teach eventually fall in love.



GOOD GIRLS (50 EPs Total | 4 Season | 26-36 Min Each)

The series follows three suburban Michigan mothers, two of whom are sisters, who are having a hard time trying to make ends meet. They are tired of having everything taken away from them, so they decide to pull off an unlikely heist by robbing a supermarket, only to discover that they are in for more than they expected. Their successful robbery attracts the attention of the store manager after he recognizes one of the women, but for a different reason altogether than just the money, and the attention of a mob gang that served the supermarket as a front. Now caught in a series of gang heists, debts, secrets, and familial crises, the mothers slowly descend down a path they never thought of going down before.



SPIN STARS Manga To Read: SPIN STARS

Please be aware that a lot of the manga that's listed are 18+ (If it has adult content, I'll put a content warning on it!)

✧ VILLIAN (Ongoing | 4+ Chapters |SUGGESTIVE!, Trans, Slice of Life, Romance, Drama)

"I'm sure we freak them out just by holding hands" Orio Azuru is a young man who doesn't understand his gender. In this town, "he" is the freest. Midou Renri, the one he fell in love with -- or so he should have. Brought to you by Fujita, the creator of "Wotakoi", the much famed vocaloid song "Villain" is remade into a manga overflowing with heartbreak and excitement. How will their tale of love go in an era where we wish to see such stories?



✧ AFTER SCHOOL MATE (Ongoing | 11+ Chapters | Trans, Slice of Life, Romance, Drama)

Family, friends, himself... Rika is frustrated by his inability to gain understanding of the gender difference between his body and mind, and one day he gets into a fight with his mother and runs away from home. There he meets Satsuki, a boy who can share his feelings of not being understood... The two meet and confront the issues they have been running away from... A coming-of-age drama that questions "individuality"!



✧ MIERUKO-CHAN (Ongoing | 51+ Chapters | !! Body Horror)

All of a sudden, Miko is able to see grotesque monsters all around her; but no one else can. Rather than trying to run away or face them, she instead musters all of her courage and...ignores them. Join in on her day-to-day life as she keeps up her best poker face despite the supernatural goings-on.


✧ SENSITIVE BOY (Ongoing | 9+ Chapters | !! Past/Topic of SA)

Kaede, a victim of past sexual abuse, is obsessed with becoming "normal" ... A bittersweet story about a boy facing coming-of-age questions about love, sexuality, complexes, and other troubles.



18 YABUN NI KYUUKETSU SHITSUREISHIMASU (Ongoing | 7+ Chapters | Yaoi)

Sayo Minoru is an office worker who has been living an earnest, low-key life. One day, he suddenly becomes a vampire and sucks the blood of his junior colleague, Yamadera, because he can't take it anymore...!



18 JINRUI-SHOKU: BLIGHT OF MAN (Ongoing | 12+ Chapters | Body Horror, Gore, Death, Abuse, Chapter 7-8 someone ALMOST gets SAed in detail.)

"You just die one day and turn into a mummy!" Mysterious mummified corpses that people have nicknamed "Mummily-sans" keep being found one after another, causing a lot of fuss. One day, a boy named Seita notices that his friend is acting strangely..?! Don't miss this thrilling suspense story about an invasion by the unknown!



18 SLEEPING DEAD (Ongoing | 8+ Chapters | Gore, Death, Horror-ish, Yaoi)

Earnest and well put together, Sada is a teacher that's popular among both his colleagues and students alike. One day after school, while he was on patrol, he saw a suspicious figure attacking a female student with a knife. Unable to escape in time, Sada ended up losing his life. However, Sada woke up on a cold slab... (Previously serialized with the title 'Living Dead')



18 DAWN OF THE DRAGON (Ongoing | 32+ Chapters | Yaoi, Smut)

As the heir to the Yooshin corporation, Yoo Taehyuk is living his best life. However, everything changes when he's informed that the dragon, the patron deity of the Yoo family, wants to forsake them to be with his mate. When his sister is asked to take the fall for the family and announce herself as the dragon's mate, Taehyuk steps up instead. He agrees to meet the dragon in the hopes that he can convince him to stay. But will Taehyuk succeed in slithering into the impervious dragon's good graces or get under his scales?



18 MY DELICIOUS DREAM BOY (Completed | 104 Chapters | BL, Sexual Content)

Mara's got everything you could dream of... good looks, charisma, and style. After all, he's secretly a demon on the hunt for the best dreams to feast upon. Mara can't believe his luck when he stumbles upon the new student—shy, sweet Joel, who also happens to dream the most delectable nightmares. He immediately tries to charm Joel, but none of his spells are working! Now Mara's gotta beguile him the old-fashioned way... What happens when the boy of your dreams is actually here to devour them?



18 WIZARD OF EDEN (Translation Ongoing | 15+ Chapters | Yaoi)

One day, a circus troupe came across the street from Eden's school. Passing by the barracks, Eden meets the ring master of the troupe, Luke. Eden, who feels guilty for Luke for a certain childhood incident, recognizes him at one glance. However, Luke does not recognize him, and Eden felt upset leads him to getting drunk at the circus welcome party. The two accidentally spend a passionate night and quickly become close. Enamoured by Eden's cute and unguarded natural, Luke, who has lived a prosperous and carefree life so far, can’t stop himself from falling for him. Eden is also attracted to Luke, who has grown up to be serious and cool, unlike when his young self, but the rumours about him being a Casanova leave him uneasy.


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